Inklings
I'm leaning on the door
and the shiny brass knob is making a dent
in the back of my head,
and I'm standing on one leg
with my other foot scratching the back of my calf
and I stare down at sock-white diamonds
cut out of red leather.
And across the room Grandma dresses someone
I haven't seen before.
I peep at dimpled white skin;
fleshy arms and thighs
and I wonder, without wondering.
I watch Grandma stretch a bra around the thick waist,
thread compliant arms through inch-wide straps,
lift drooping breasts.
I see her take an underskirt, concertina it,
ease it over lank, black hair,
raised arms, bra and navy knickers.
Then Grandma puts a plain green dress on this person,
who turns
into my Auntie Dorothy.
*
Christmas Day, and I watch Dorothy
finger all her parcels,
spread out on the cracked leather
of the brown chaise-longue behind the door,
and I know she'll take a week to open them,
and I wonder why Father Christmas
comes to a grown-up.
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