The Witchery of Almostness
He'd stumbled out into the garden that night
in a flood of tears as the room swarmed
with birds, their metal-hard wings
beating at his face and hands
thump and flutter like angry blood
pulsing in a vein
and finally came to his senses if senses they be
a helicopter swooping low over
searchlights rattling the grass
and gone. Dripping and shuddering
his back bent hard as iron
face nettle-red scalp raw
he made for the forest. Dear God, how long has this been now?
Light rain sifts
through the bare trees.
“...You'll be seven long years a bird in a bush
seven long years a tongue in a bell
seven long years a porter in hell..."the star-wheel slowly turns
grinding his destiny
on the rim of the known worldits dust forms a pattern he cannot decipher
just shuffles through in the dark. And the years whip past
like dead leaves scattering on a sudden breeze.
A golden oriole
is nailed to the Church door.
Unpopular man
at night his tears slit the sky's belly
shivering in a ditch
a pillow of acanthus
outcast in his own land
stealing bags of sugar from Red Cross parcels
to spike army petrol tanks
he stepped out of his old life
like a sheared sheep
walks away from her woolHis conscious mind submerged in the personality
of a fox. If he finds a cup of milk or meal
on a doorstep in the nighthe does not question that it has been placed there for him.
Still water & mirrors
hold no attraction,afraid to own a body, own a soul,
and the villages seem to have slept a hundred years
the roadsigns now in an unfamiliar language.Nose clipped against the stench
he raises a midnight drainlid
an alleyway deep in shadowand passing the town square
glances, once, aghast, at the bitter harvest
hung in lines below the flagTo leave the town again tonight
he must hide in a cartful of hay.
eleemosynary
among Illyrian rushes, a door has slammed on a past
where he moved in glittering halls
among the firelight and the singing
now even the blackbirds' song seems harsh
a door swinging in the wind
banging shut again and againfire is a gift we all crave
music just a spell from which we must wake:
Awake . . . ah, now therein lies a thoughthe cannot catch, wriggling out of sight
behind that door that he cannot open
he feels like some kind of hostage...No, cold. Cold is all he feels. History is a plain
and endless meadow, starred with the clean white bones
of all those who have stopped to think and feel.
Once Speed meant Distance and Time
but now that there is no Time, has Speed any meaning?
Or Distance...?
Only hunger and pain and need
and an empty place, an imprint
of what may once have been another
Identity. He knows that he is a broken lock
thrown aside when the key was found not to fit
or to fit too well
Solitude would only have a meaning
in the presence or memory of another. Infinite Sorrow.
There is method in his madness.
The queen's body
it is but little
as is the nightingale’s
but her mind
is vast as the crystal spheres.
It is this soured land.
She has not forgotten him yet,
and will not till there is nothing
of him left to remember...
he
breaks
in
waves
on
her
shore
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