Hypnagogia
You sit in the grainy half-dark of five am
and listen to trains, the swallow
of iron over iron. You've grazed the surface of sleep,
like a fly grazing water, repeatedly
pulled into waking by a hiss of brakes, or a girl
shouting at a window across the street.
The chair gives up its solidity to the jostle
of grey molecules and the picture on the shelf
stirs in strobe-lit movements: Flaming June
yanking down the front of her dress. You peel yourself
from sheets, the bedsweat damp on you, and drying
to a thin tissue of skin.The trains keep coming.
And you know, over the wall, the blackened arches,
like burnt-out shrines, regurgitate
upended beer crates and charcoal half-bricks
down onto the track. And the warehouse
with punched-out windows is lit by white
search lights which deify the dead ivy
lining its shell. You watch the window:
one orange street light near you buzzes
and stars bleed into the thinning air.
Your cupped hands smell,
impossibly branded. Like the night
you chopped a dozen onions and the odour
clung in the grooves of your fingerprints,
as an aura, impervious to water, touch,
for a week or more.The street light flicks
off to silence and a dust truck roars
in first gear two streets away, men
hollering with the din of dragged bins.
The grain of the dark is falling
like sand. You seal the black gaps
between your fingers as tight as you can
and breathe in the scent, wondering
at its permanence: your tattoo, two tribal scars
etched into a cheek.
Against all proof to the contrary you will it to stay:
rubber, soap, spit, the musk of skin on skin.
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