Break-in
I slipped past the cenotaph,
the exchequer, the safety barrier,
I drugged the policeman,
cut the wires, tricked the dogs
with short-term government futures
and crept upstairs
through the tradesman’s entrance
to the first floor,
where machines clacked and hummed,
angelic telegraphs.
I heard movement, voices
in the servants’ rooms.
Shrill talk of groceries
and no answering back.
I was doing well,
the house was awake.
I made for the bedroom
and using government tactics
looked for a place to hide;
in bottom drawers, handbags,
handkerchiefs, dossiers,
a variety of statistics-
in freight, in miles, meters,
of anger, poverty, abandonment.
I wound back the clock
and destroyed the evidence,
twisted telephones and memos
to a tight knot of voices
each the more pressing, various,
distant, and cut them
at the throat.
I broke the safe,
broke out in rumour,
vanished from photographs.
I became lies, vague promises;
history and myth.
Changed my accent
changed my suit
shredded the evidence
spread across the bed
hung in the curtains
was trodden underfoot
was smashed in the ribs
was bludgeoned to death
was present and correct.
I broke out in perfumed sweat
and was never so sober
as then in her bed
when she came to rest
across the land
over the years
I was inside her
and I tell you
she stank.
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