The Llansteffan Poems
i.
Driftwood
Driftriver
Driftsea
Drift suns
ii.
Tuesday evening. October 26th 1999
out walking against a very low tide
across the sands, golden and vermillion
evening light -in the sky
high mackerel clouds
silvering low sun glints
striations of crossbeam lower bands
of cloud glowing from deep reds
bruised purples and stunning oranges
to deep red-orange
beneath a horizontal translucent blue
rising to glowing aquamarines above a deepening
close to ultramarine sky- later, in the night, high winds
and far out to sea
the thunderous roar of waves.
iii.
Sunday, October 24th 1999
found a tiny purple flower
on a small succulent plant
at dune’s edge
many people visiting the low
tide, children on half-term:
are children ever half term?
iv.
Wednesday evening, October 27th 1999
High winds and voluminous clouds
scuttling, blowing out to a flimsy blackened vapour
open the window for a rush of fresh air and in come the huge bloody black marsh flies |
the jet's return, those ‘roaring boys’ sky diving plunge over the spit at Pembrey, ak-ak of gunfire, bombing booms, looping at today’s low-tide the light flicks changing the exposed riverbed from a brown-grey mud-god to a fluorescent golden yellow sand-god |
little flocks of sanderling
sweep over the edge of the dunes
v.
Thursday evening, October 28th 1999
Leaning out of the window in an attempt to describe the panorama of Llansteffan and the angular fronds of the autumnal golden dune grasses against this morning’s mill-pond estuary high tide in the soft gentle breeze on a blanket grey day, with all the words I can muster
and the post arrives, nothing for me
except the sight of the above knee skirted
beautiful post-woman delivering everyone else’s mail…
vi.
Friday night, November 5th 1999
for Deena & Jill
These winds take no solace,
these winds take no captives,
these storms lift the whole house.
Waves after waves crashing over the sands.
Orion sideways / Orion lengthwise -
Betelgeuse & Rigel guardians in the aftermath
of storm, wind rage, the velocity spray rains.
The estuary lies open with the terrible weather
descending north, as there’s a clear starlight
at the rivers mouth beckoning transformation;
it yields a moment’s peace from the torrent of atmospheric
negativity.
Way above the illuminated castle’s shadow
the Seven Sisters up there somewhere
and below Orion’s belt, that misty smudge of his nebula.
And then he says “Likewise moonless -
in Belgrade you’d see these sights,
in Llangranog you’d see these same delights.”
Exotic women from all over the World
starburn and starbright, seren, zvezde;
our children, your children, the transforming stars.
Then fireworks in the fireworld -
the innocent explosives - the fires
either side of the estuary - the calls
of excited children - holding ‘sparklers’
and then the “starbombs” and the “starbursts”
never diminishing Orion’s starlight
vii.
Tuesday/Wednesday, November 16-17th 1999
haunted day grey cloud bound blanket
short lit the god of the calm river dis-
appears into the sea like an empty breath
a day of boredom, sleep and nothing, too
empty in the spirit trough to sing out into
the urgent remedy for life beyond working
come afternoon the tv flickers into panacea
rescuing the nadir of persistent Welsh drizzle
into a news omnibus correspondent media mist
from the deep the semaphore of avoidance
enters into closure the parade of panic
suffocates pain depths into soft sleep...
(This section of the poem follows Armand Schwarner's poem 'the Tablets': ......... = text is missing; ++++ = text is untranslatable) |
...at 2:30am awake with an urgent energy
the river god bangs on my head, out across
the bay a luminous sepia night the cloud
breaks rushing out to see the heavens
the boy from the land called lost
he discovers the sky falling with exploding lights
he whispers ... save me O queen of the Leonids
the stars are falling from the skies
here, there quicksilver sparks scoring starburnt eyes
as threads in the nights textile they fall
from the quilt of stitches, pearled into lanterns
of star bursts igniting the night into meteor day
the heaven bound boy is rescued by the lights
his land now a quilt for dreams, the icy mist returns
the river god’s breath condenses into soft clouds
(next day the weather girl regrets that cloud prevented everyone seeing the Leonids, except she says just here at around 3am was a small gap in the cloud just above the Cower in South Wales...
“…Llansteffan darling, Llansteffan” I reply….)
viii.
Wednesday, December 15th 1999
The Little Dog Terrier
for Craigie Aitchison
Out at the beach
bleached white by winter
glowing with a million stars
called shells
there’s a little dog terrier
with brown pricked ears
wagging his tail
at a crow on an old drift
wood stump
barking at the low sun
arghk arghk arghk arghk
it barks
and the little dog terrier
wags his tail
as a woman in black
leather trousers with blonde
hair and a Fair Isle jumper
and green wellingtons
walks towards the glistening sea
she turns back and calls
to the little dog terrier
“Come Sparky, come!”
but the crow on the old drift
wood stump still barks
arghk arghk arghk arghk
at the low sun,
so, the little dog terrier
stays
and wag wag wags his tail
ix.
7.40am, Saturday January 1st 2000
to broker light, to
tessellate the dawn
with words & numbers
for peace & equanimity,
curlew calling oyster-
catcher piping, spent
out over estuary
and the firework case
silent murmurs between
the chorus of usherers,
then voices exploding
the gunpowder laden fog
in the sunball brilliance
on water’s celebrations,
a suite of sanderlings
flurry over waters’ edge
verb intransitive, verbify
nouns to twist tenses
to speak intuition &
vivfy the spirit’s senses
cold air, condenses
warmth & meaning,
& the river calends
another year’s square
x.
Sunday afternoon, January 2nd 2000
there are many people,
oh and there’s a sailboat, little heart
wave to the wavers
on the train, bark the dog, little heart
pick up driftwood
for the fire, carry home the tree, little heart
there are many birds,
oh and there’s a dead cow, little heart
listen to the children
singing - drum the oil-drum, little heart
I shall wear a piece
of the sea’s flotsam - recycle the world, little heart
there are many people,
oh and there are limits, little heart
xi.
Sunday night, Monday morning. January 2nd / 3rd 2000
deep night brings the justice of day, combined nations
devise a treaty against genocide: clearly nonsense
the communication of dolphin eludes; science poorly
adequate to explain too much: our arrogance astounds
digital pathways sure; vast swathes of data insure against
certain ignorances, but we do not touch intuition or
creative strokes that make little progress, much exploit
through the temptation is never far, greed commands
to denigrate a patience to alternative conscience: naked
commodity and prosperity must collude toward peace
yet how? when ethics and morality are compromised for
money to oil the gold-laden West: disproportions disperse
xii.
Wednesday morning, January 12th 2000
she levitates above his heat
brushing pubic hair
across his tip, stretching
the ache of selves yields
to the saturation of skin,
lover s immersion drops the body
the oral satisfaction of deep
kissing, the pleasure
and the giving, entwines
exquisite words breaking
silences to envelop passion
between inconfidence and confidence
release the safety to love
above the quiet and gentle space
to encounter dawning emotions
into a river of sensuality,
allowing harm to wash
into joy and desire -
trusting in gentle touch
xiii.
An escapee, February 2000
morning light
across the night’s deep rains
produces a mirror film
over the sands
man running
in silhouette dog following
man throwing
a stick the dog catches
in the sunny glare
the dog stands
& in the mirror glass
the trick
the dog, the man & stick
become two herons
xiv.
Sunday - February 6th 2000
Hear a heart stop, hear the pain break
deep in the groin, persistent tears
and bruises - cold and white heat
as emotive impressions:
“What do you mean, i’ve gotta bloody hernia?”
My heart stops
So I can hear the house
sparrows, sing and chatter
about all that is Spring…
xv.
Sunday, February 13th 2000
Days of aqueous light, blackening
sands and hills enveloped in rain
drifts and cloud swathes. Brilliance
from light, breaks the sea’s edge with glare.
Birds grounded to pasture, keep
falcons in stalking stumps and posts.
Around dusk the goshawks rally
to the treetops, whilst buzzards alight
in trees for the night’s rain and gusts.
The weather rolls out the stars
and layers the ground with ice dust.
Inside the house of tiers I dream
of voices and children’s games,
connections to momentarily share
beyond that sunfilled day. Your
meditation from the red rocks
as I walked to the secret cove
where yellowhammers nest
and pipits foraged in the samphire,
I said your name like a falcon’s call.
Returning across the bay, you still
sit bathed in the falling sunlight.
I hurried toward you wishing
all your Irish kisses upon me.
Years ago one morning by a lake
a falcon came to visit; memory
keeps that day like crystal.
I stood underneath the cypress transfixed
at the banded barred breast and rufous
tail. On walking back I became that
hobby flying across the sands,
my eyes fixed on you for half a mile…
(The Hobby, falco subbuteo, a small swift falcon.)
xvi.
7.45-8.45 pm, Monday March 6th 2000
It’s the night of toads adorning the streets
croaking quietly in copulating couples -
I hunker down to watch their mating.
Nope not a voyeur, just out to post a love letter!
My torch switches the paths and gardens
to rescue the sandy-coloured critters
from the tombs of heavy boots and car tyres.
The little males hang on tight
to the fat sweet females, running
across the gravels, pavements and tarmac.
The torch beam stops them mid-flight
in coitus interruptus and suspended animation.
The rain’s fine wet juice sweats on their warty bodies.
In no more than one hundred yards I’ve counted eighty,
by the time I’ve reached the roads mile
all I sense is a toad-fast of Bufo calamita,
the Natterjack, out for that special night of lovemaking.
Returning, back along the dunes to the road
they’ve gone, scarpered to the spawn troughs of pools.
xvii.
Wednesday, March 15th 2000
Look suppositories on the beach?
No, no they’re sheep!
Dead ones. Carcasses of night
floods pouring down the Tywi
beachwrecked by the tide’s flight.
3 coastguard men survey the scene.
2 Environmental Health, then the JCB
from the council, them MAFF and the DoE.
1 Limousine bull, 1 Freisian cow
and 11 sheep and 2 lambs:
a landslide, barrenness and an insurance
job for 60p’s worth of unwanted rams (?)
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