East of Tangiers
Beyond the goading crowds, the dive unfathomable, way past
kudos intoxication. Tourist delusion, knee deep in bohemian cache,
but only compulsive obligation, driving hazardous pursuit. Sponge
absorbing dread; demons to be conquered, not much honey
for a sailor’s wife here.
Pearl fishers wrestle touchy forms of irrationality; phantoms
dragging venture down. Compelling duty lost in whirlpools and
eddies. Austere, almost monochromatic totality, vacant and
hollow, like two thirds of our dreams; the far, appearing as
seductive as the near. Tangiers fading, Poseidon calling.
Hunger driving courage, sad farewells, seafarer’s reticence; no
longer an option. Skin flakes settle into dust; imprints and
stories, only solemn reminders. Counterpoint chasm, beckons
bleached craft. Crew ingesting desiccated reptile, kif ambrosia
broadens the palate, dulls senses; fear relinquished, fatality ahead.
Prismatic scorching of tiny boats, musical trade winds treated like
memories, seduce, suck them deep, plummeting, the surface
never to be seen again.
Time-slip landscapes disappear over kinetic mainline inflection,
the sun; gold and silver off the enigmatic sea. Mythical sea birds
swoop from desolate clouds, boatman perception lost to blurred
veracity. Repartee shuffling through indigo filters, un-chartered
territories draw the compass line.
Ambiguous mystery; just Western fancy. Instead, gargantuan
shudder, but too immoderate to recognise. Of pulsating colours and
tangy masts, of rudderless direction and prayers left unanswered,
of crazed swirling and insipid waves; big as mountains. The mélange
a mirage, but the crew too weak to resist the desire, the craving,
the necessity. No way back, oh, impossible nightmares.
Clive Radford began writing poetry and short stories at school, then university but mainly through subsequent life experience. He is a member of ME4 Writers. His poetry has been published in poetry magazines and by United Press. A series of shortstories and poems have also been published by Ether Books. His novels, ‘One Nightin Tunisia’ (2011) and ‘The Sounds of Silence’ (2012) are published through the Arts Council. A third novel, ‘Doghouse Blues’ will shortly be published by Night Reading.
Clive welcomes dialogue with readers. His email is:
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