La Loba
When I was a loaf of bones, dried out
and forgotten in the puckered desert,
she told the mountains that I was alive.
Gathering my bones like loose fruit -
sure she had all those precious seeds -
she carried me in her arms back to her cave.
My eye socket saw that dim heaven
like a star that one can’t find a second time.
When my last limb was set down I shone
like a white carving in front of a breathless fire.
La Loba raised her small arms and sang softly.
The sage burned stronger. I felt my bones
swell like a river as the flesh began to spread
over them, along the belly and lips, rippling
on my spine, softly, above the dust.
And the touch of it, amazed - hand on hip,
both touch and thought as I felt my body stretch.
The old woman sang louder and I saw colours,
a glowing orange or a black cinder, a tongue
that leapt above me and said, This is passion,
red as a heart. My hands reached upwards,
as if towards a heaven sensed in the air.
Louder and louder the music moved me
and swept through my lungs like a wish.
I rose from the bald dust with a memory.
Still I heard the song but saw no-one
only my still legs and white arms. Looking up,
I saw the song float like smoke above me.
It chanted so deeply, as if the earth had sighed.
Wrapping my arms around my body I opened
my mouth as the sound moved closer.
It sang to my breath and it sang to my hips,
breaking over me like a host of prayers.
And as it came in luminous bursts
through the desert, from death,
I heard it was coming from my mouth.
and forgotten in the puckered desert,
she told the mountains that I was alive.
Gathering my bones like loose fruit -
sure she had all those precious seeds -
she carried me in her arms back to her cave.
My eye socket saw that dim heaven
like a star that one can’t find a second time.
When my last limb was set down I shone
like a white carving in front of a breathless fire.
La Loba raised her small arms and sang softly.
The sage burned stronger. I felt my bones
swell like a river as the flesh began to spread
over them, along the belly and lips, rippling
on my spine, softly, above the dust.
And the touch of it, amazed - hand on hip,
both touch and thought as I felt my body stretch.
The old woman sang louder and I saw colours,
a glowing orange or a black cinder, a tongue
that leapt above me and said, This is passion,
red as a heart. My hands reached upwards,
as if towards a heaven sensed in the air.
Louder and louder the music moved me
and swept through my lungs like a wish.
I rose from the bald dust with a memory.
Still I heard the song but saw no-one
only my still legs and white arms. Looking up,
I saw the song float like smoke above me.
It chanted so deeply, as if the earth had sighed.
Wrapping my arms around my body I opened
my mouth as the sound moved closer.
It sang to my breath and it sang to my hips,
breaking over me like a host of prayers.
And as it came in luminous bursts
through the desert, from death,
I heard it was coming from my mouth.
La Loba - A New Mexican myth of an old woman who spent her nights searching for the bones of animals, especially wolves. Once she had collected the bones, she carried them back to her cave and sang over them. As she sang the wolf became alive, leapt up and ran back into the desert, turning into a beautiful woman and disappearing into the horizon.
Leanne O'Sullivan is studying English at University College Cork. She has won several major prizes in Ireland and her first collection, Waiting for my Clothes, is recently published by Bloodaxe.
Leanne O'Sullivan is studying English at University College Cork. She has won several major prizes in Ireland and her first collection, Waiting for my Clothes, is recently published by Bloodaxe.
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