Looking for light in the wrong place (and finding it)
In Leslie Stainton's 1999 biography of Federico Garcia Lorca she describes the poet's 1929 introduction to Hart Crane in the following way:
"... the American writer answered the door. He was a slight man with big hands, a large face, and dark, melancholy eyes. Behind him Flores (the Puerto Rican intellectual who took Lorca to meet Crane) spotted half a dozen inebriated sailors lounging about the room. Crane himself was drunk, but he welcomed the two men into his home, and when Flores introduced him to Lorca, Crane made an attempt to converse with the Spaniard. Neither could speak the other's language, but with Flores' help they managed to communicate and eventually got along in pidgin French. Crane asked if Lorca would like to stay on that afternoon, and Lorca indicated that he would. Tactfully, Flores left. On his way out the door, he glanced back and saw Crane in the midst of one group of sailors, telling jokes, and Lorca in the midst of another, drinking whiskey. Flores never learned what happened after his departure."
Within about seven years of their meeting both poets, who were a year apart in age, were dead. In spite of some obvious differences between them, many major similarities remain. Both men struggled mightily with strong non-heterosexual feelings, both were enamored of Whitman, and both died gruesome deaths in which their homosexuality was implicated: Crane committed suicide and Lorca was shot by Franco's goons. Both longed for connection to other men in the way they envisioned Whitman had attempted to celebrate. While in his ‘Ode to Walt Whitman’ Lorca decried the kinds of sexual activity in which Crane indulged, if one attends to the kinds of sexual activities that might be inferred in the passage describing his introduction to Crane, Lorca's trip to New York was for him the discovery of a New World where he could sate his desire for sex with men, even if those desires could not be publicly acknowledged or be sated with men he most desired.
According to biographer Stainton, Lorca later told a friend that prior to his trip to New York, he had been on the verge of suicide. His passion for Salvadore Dali was proving to be unequal if not unrequited (Dali apparently felt a relationship with Bunuel was more advantageous to his career and less emotionally demanding) and his shorter and even more implicitly sexually charged relationship with another male artist had ended badly. He was on the verge of living as a homosexual, but had no way of knowing how to do that in a culture in which he was already a celebrity of sorts; a culture in which, while love between men was even celebrated, sex between men was derided and harshly punished. Suddenly, and most probably unexpectedly, Lorca arrived in a place, New York City, that appeared to be the mirror opposite of that social construct.
Although sex between men in the nineteen twenties and thirties in New York City was by no means thought to be normal, it was there for the having. Stainton notes in her biography that one of the most well known spots for clandestine meetings between men was a short distance from Columbia University where Lorca was staying. So while we can be relatively sure that Lorca was aware of, if not active in, the increased availability of opportunities to have sex with other men, he was rather completely cut off from forming intimacies with men he met, if only due to the fact that he had only a very rudimentary grasp of English. While talking may not be necessary or even desirable in furtive clandestine sexual meetings, it is probably essential in relating to a potential lover in a more intimate, relationship-oriented fashion (even Russian poet Eisenin and Isadora Duncan tired of not being able to talk with one another and divorced). We can only make assumptions about what Lorca thought about this phenomenon from the poems he wrote. For as much as his experiences in New York resulted in a rather dramatic change in his outward attitude toward his relations with other men (and for as much as homosexual behavior has been a normal part of the human lexicon of sexual behaviors since the dawn of the species) it was still a dicey thing for one to be 'out' as we might define it now.
The Poet in New York poems are punctuated by love and/or erotic poems to other men that push toward an attempt to reflect what was a normal level of feeling for Lorca. He used the images that were around him to reflect his personal growth and movement toward acceptance of his own desires and his process of coming to terms with who he loved, how he loved, and how he might be allowed to love in a world fraught with confusion and contradiction about love, especially same gender love that includes sex. And this seems to have worked for him. Certainly it worked on a poetic level, as we have the poems to prove it, but it seemed also to work on a more personal level. He left New York City and went into the full unimpeded sunlight of Cuba with a happiness and a willingness to stretch his world in regards to his sexuality. He appears to have been able to, at least intellectually, synthesize the previously perceived opposites of his experiences of love and sex. He was able to stretch the expression of that synthesis further than his own Spain might be ready for, and in the end it became one of the reasons his Spain, in an act that could ultimately only be considered self mutilation, killed him.
In this New World of New York Lorca found everything and nothing possible, not only in terms of expression of sexuality, but in response to the terms of the illusory dreamscape of Whitman's noble America. It was a place that resonated with the construct and conflicts of Lorca's own personality where true freedom of thought, spirit and action ran in direct opposition to a more superficial freedom that can only be had if you are born with or strive to attain the right superficial characteristics. It was a place in which he witnessed suicides on Wall Street because of financial loss, while in Harlem he found the richest repository of what he referred to as "duende" (his theory of inspirational fire and heart filtered through an intimate familiarity with mortality) and a true, deep American culture among some of its most disenfranchised, poorest citizens. It was a place in which he met a great American Poet who would commit suicide at least partly because he was starved for a wholeness and unity in love, which can not be inherited or purchased and which, for non-heterosexuals, even now, is denied legitimacy by many cultures and most certainly by most if not all of the United States.
Still, it is too easy to declaim, or even extol, Lorca's Poet in New York poems, or his intent in writing them, as just anti-New York, anti-American and anti-capitalist. They run thick with blood and soul, they run thick with the blood and soul of the poet himself. They are descriptions of an outer world that, in something of a surprise of synchronicity, becomes the landscape of Lorca's own terrors, hopes, shadows and the fruits of his life's turbulence. Some of the poems, particularly some of the longer pieces, are virtually inaccessible rants of images juxtaposed to and piled upon other unlikely images, many gruesome and gritty and impossible to deconstruct in any linear way, as if the poet was required to show us the anguished purging of soul, lungs and loins that his arrival in New York's strange land of permission and denial cut loose. These images, if we allow them to hit us full force with their music and color, and if we relent in our urge to make them mean something, are beautiful in their ability to deliver us into the anguish of the writer until we recognize it as our anguish, as well as the anguish of the city.
They have an almost MTV-fast camera quality that delivers the reader into a netherworld of over-stimulation, a mania of newness, a roller coaster of sensation into the guts of the poet and the guts of the city. They may not even be good poems, but they have to be there to take us to where Lorca seems to gather himself and give us the true clarity of his genius in poems like ‘Dawn’, which he tells us "Arrives and no-one receives it in his mouth / Because tomorrow and hope are impossible there: / Sometimes the furious swarming coins / Penetrate like drills and devour abandoned children" (translation by Simon and White).
It would be foolish for a reader to misconstrue the poem as only a poignant and powerful statement against a New York City morning. To do so denies the multilayered possibilities in the poem that implicate the inner state of any human when faced with the impossible grind of a morning, psychological or real, in which there is the realization that only material realities have been strived for and constructed, “The light is buried under chains and noises". What is that light? And whose are those chains and noises? Surely they are the city's. Surely the city, New York in particular, can bury the light. But isn't it just as sure that the light is in the poet and is trying to get through the poet's own chains and noises? And isn't this the magic of real poetry, of a real poet, to conjure the gift of the reflection of ourselves and our inner barriers to our own inner light by exposing, through the poet's ability to translate and mythologize, images that become collective and are replicas of all of our own inner constructs?
Currently, and perhaps in the past with a few notable exceptions, American poets and writers tend toward avoidance, solipsism, flippancy, or the emotional flatness of stoicism when dealing with or avoiding difficult emotions. This may partly explain why poets in Spanish languages have a greater following in their countries than most American poets have in the USA. Certainly more Spaniards know of Lorca than Americans know Hart Crane. The Spanish language poets have shown no fear of laying open the whole range of their emotional lexicon. Lorca was, if nothing else, a Spaniard and Lorca's poems are a Spaniard's poems about New York City. But then, in 1929, to Lorca, New York City was also about Lorca. And New York City, through Lorca, is about us. All of us. Only those who superciliously deny the reality of the anguish of the city, and the anguish of individual psychological processes that are a part of growth and personal evolution, could be disturbed and offended by Lorca's insistence upon portraying the city as he has. But perhaps those people are not looking for poetry, but for materialist propaganda. Perhaps they are looking for a less difficult and less direct way of dealing with these realities, a less honest way.
The range of Lorca's expressed emotion in his body of work is incredibly wide. Even the Poet in New York poems, as weighted as they are toward anguish, give us the light of joy and celebration at key moments. His ‘Blacks Dancing to Cuban Rhythms’ is an absolute samba celebration. People who look for solace and spiritual company through poetry do not look for avoidance or sarcasm or emotionally flat intellectual wordplay with no feeling, no duende, in the face of their pains and joys; the beauty, anguish and celebrations of being human. They look for a stunning organization of words that convey and confirm a sense that they are not alone. They look for evidence that they too belong.
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