Counting for the Thunder
I lie awake listening to the rain.
The skylight is broken and
drips fall into the bucket below.
I breathe with them,
holding in the air,
watching the trembling drop,
exhaling when it plops in the pail.
A flash outside.
The bare lemon tree illuminated.
A Polaroid second
white against black.
I pull the cotton blanket high,
counting for the thunder.
It’s close, three elephants close.
She comes quietly
small feet tiptoeing on wooden slats,
slips into my bed without a sound.
Curling - her thin body rolled -
chin, elbow and knees against me.
I stroke her yellow hair
behind the ear where she likes it.
‘Get closer,’ I say.
As her tiny sweet arms clutch,
my breasts ache with dryness
‘I want you,’ she says.
So we lie, no air between us.
And I think that these times are becoming rare.
I am a giant in Lilliput. Stumbling.
Briony Bax is a British native living in Santa Monica. She is a writer, producer and educator, and is currently working on her first novel, which is set in contemporary L.A., using the film business as its backdrop.
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