Grandfather And The Little Old Ladies In Leksand
I
my grandfather was the world’ s best organist
school and church
he served faithfully
for thousands of years. died at last in 1927
hymn 424, vv. 1-9. I was thinking about him
today
as I rowed a dinghy on Lake Opplinien
our daughter is sick
is going around with big cottonwool wads
in her ears. she drinks red medicine
grandfather used to drink fermented redcurrant juice
behind the gooseberry hedge
and read the choirbook
the light is almost too strong here. one
observes summer through the mosquito-net
a crape
full of torn-off fly-wings. on the pier
a perch
is drying. its got the hook in its eye
the others I throw back in the lake
and they vanish down
to darker water
with red streaks of blood behind them
every thousand years
a bird flickers past
and announces
that a second of eternity
has been lost. voices
reach me from the other shore
or from the clouds
the blessed day
cumulus cumulus
II
sacrifice to your ancestors. the water
bears me. the smell of cow
hangs in the air. the water
drips from their muzzles. the earth
is a body that breathes
like the cows’ taut brown stomachs
filled with wet grass. for thousands of years
their mournful eyes have
looked out over the lake
a fellow in high rubber boots
is cutting the rotten reeds
with a scythe. ‘damn you! damn you!’ he shouts
soon the whole lake is grown over. flies
bite into the cows’ skins
lay their eggs
right in summer’s flesh
which quickly darkens
1921. grandfather opened all the doors
in the presbytery house
to let the animals
come in and drink
III
all the little old ladies in Leksand
loved him far into the 60s
filled the whole church
with their sighing. heavy breathing
that drowned out my own
as if the church itself
drew breath. they had
blood -red streaks in their eyes
as if from a fish-hook. one way or another
there were too many of them
some had to be off
they moved gently
through the summer
dressed for another century. sat
in the Rest Home garden
and talked about him
while their world filled up
with tourists. everywhere
men in shorts and bare tummies
stinking of sweat in the milk-shop. lord
even in church
the fellow’s still stomping around in the reeds
shouting ‘they’re getting darker. they’re
getting darker every day.’
on the road a lorry passes
with milk-bottles. I understand
their clinking against each other
the fortissimo from J. O. Wallin is silent now. silent
now one by one the old ladles
collapse
in their gardens. change
into little mounds. the potato-pots
go on boiling
in their fireplaces. day after day
black soot
IV
‘med-dicine’s nasty.’ the mountains
are breathing gently round about us
the pines too
and the house-walls. his suit
gets greener every year
in the trunk with moth-balls. some
dead wasps are also lying there
from what year?
they’re dead now
the old ladies. it’s impossible
to live in a song. their plaits
are young again. their bodies
light as wasps. vanish downwards
to darker water. ‘nasty!’
Martin Luther
why did you never visit the old people’s home
disguised as a young organist?
now she’ s asleep
our daughter. my wife
is nursing our other daughter. everyone
must join in. live on
in a song
I open the doors
into our house
Translated by Robin Fulton
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