Stopping in San Francisco on the Day before Thanksgiving
I sit on the lowest step of a pyramid made of the same colour
granite I picked to mark my mother’s grave,
rose speckled with black and grey in three darknesses,
among concrete urns overflowing with gauche longstemmed
impatiens.
Around me move plump cleanshaven men with flowered
neckties and stiff briefcases,
soft men in sweaters walking slowly, white hair falling into
their eyes,
young women in threes clutching wallets and laughing,
thin polished women hurrying in raincoats and flat shoes:
heading back to carpeted offices after lunch,
pausing to light cigarettes and look up at the narrow sky,
talking with expressive hands at white plastic cafe tables.
Pigeons also go about their business on the pink granite floor
of the plaza,
pacing with plump throats throbbing at every step.
Some wear more mineral green and violet on their smooth
necks,
some have stuck-up whitish feathers rumpled as if from a
clothes dryer,
but all wear the padded grey uniforms of pigeons in London,
Manhattan, New Haven,
the same birds of cathedrals, quadrangles, fountains and war
memorials
I fed crusts to as a child, wrote first poems about in college.
And I notice I am also dressed in grey this afternoon:
my mother’s Paris wool, Ann Arbor thrift store pleats, a coat
a student left at my father’s house,
a scarf cross-striped in two shades of grey silk from the
Chicago grandmother I have no memory of;
pieces of travellers and destinations both far away and with
me now
as I watch here in the hours between buses in and out of San
Francisco,
clothed in the grey of mirror-striped skyscrapers looking
down over the painted cornices of older buildings,
the grey of the November sky charged with thin sunlight,
the grey of cigarette ashes falling from the white plastic cafe
tables,
the grey of the curly hair of a woman eating ice cream with
her young daughter,
grey as the crystal flecks of granite shining throughout this
downtown plaza
where generations of uniformed pigeons bow suddenly,
politely, to gifts of crumbs.
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